Back to single!

So.. Yeah.. back to single everybody!!! 
A gorgeous Single..LOL!!


Yeah.. everything changed.. a little did I know it will someday.. :) 
It was kinda a thing that I'm afraid of.. but someday it should ended right? 
Well.. we fought.. but we ended it very nicely.. thanks to him.
I don't know either I could find another like him.. the very understanding boyfriend ever.. but I found out.. who is the real baddest was me.. 
I wished him happiness and he wished me happiness too.. I wish he'll finds what he looking for :) 


Should I be honest? Like I mentioned in my earlier post, I'm actually not ready to let him go, and not really wished to ended this quick.. but I guess.. this is a best way to set him free.. 
I wasn't a good girlfriend and I knew from the very start I don't deserved him.. 
BUT! with confident I can say that I've been loyal.. not even once two-timing crossed in my head.. 


Anyway.. we ended it nicely without hurting each other.. I guess.. but does not mean I didn't regretted it or I wasn't sad about it, of course.. I was sad and even shed a tears.. not front him.. never.. 


What I wish.. we could be friend.. even though.. that thing isn't existed in my 'dictionary'.
For me, if a relationship ended.. there's is no way to contact each other again.. but in this case.. I'll throw away this ego of mine.. 
in other reason.. I hope we can come back together again.. even if maybe it's not possible.. I wish it that way anyway.. 


I loved you and still do.. I loved you and thank you.. :)