International Oppa!

Okay, ARE YOU READY?!

I'm in love with my INTERNATIONAL Oppa! 

please tell me, prove me that Super Junior is a disappointment? Cuz I'm SO SURE that you can't.. sorry sorry.. 

I'm not even EunHaeHolic, but this duo is awesome! I love the concept, very fresh and NEW BORN!

There would be no other idols that can rocks this kind of concept! 

When they said that they are a Super Junior, Supermen, they are no joke! 

Enough about it, Eunhyuk is killing me in this song! He can be funny and hot at the same time. Donghae is surely so awesome here! This song really makes me a pure fangirl of them. 

Oh my God! I guess I was just fangirling? I never did that, LOL.. so what, only Super Junior that allows to turn me into a girly-girl!   Heeey!!

I've totally raped the replay button to this song! Each time I shout "OPPA! OPPA!" totally from the bottom of my heart.. LOL! seeeee, I am being girly and cheesy.. hehe.. 

The dance is cute and very amazing! Our dancing machines can easily dancing on the floor! 

The song and the performance along with the concept, makes me feels like I'm living in 70's or 80's. 

It is a very catchy song and a very fun yet lively song! A song that you would never hate!

Another thing that so important, I like how these boys still keep on reminding people that they are belong to Super Junior, instead they are promoting themselves.. by this.. I could see and feel how they are more proud in being SUPER JUNIOR rather than focusing on their own spotlight! 

SALUTE!

 

Kyaaahahaha.. this night.. I won't be able to sleep, I'm going to sing and keep on hitting the reply button on this song of these two of my International Oppadeuri! That so cool and party like a superstar! 

Trus me or not, every time I see something that yellow & red  This two international oppas will pop up in my mind!

Well.. I love this! I know I've said it so many times, but LOVE is not enough even it's beyond words! 

Another AMAZING thing! Shindong, he made a MV for EunHae's song! 

I am so salute for Shindong! Behind this guy that seems like always fooling around, he got the very strong talent and very outstanding ideas. 

So you know why these guys called SUPER JUNIOR? SUPERMEN? Because they all are a Mr.Simple that so talented. Their talents running along and mixing with their blood.. there's no way you can handle them! 

Here is the song!  Be ware.. once you listen to it, you can't stop hitting the reply button!

 Now.. I'm going to listen to the song over and over and over and over and over again.. Until I get .. well.. until the International oppa themselves say stop.. haha! 

I am so proud to be an ELF! 

Bye! Nites! PEACE OUT!

Take Me Away!!!!!

Just like the tittle, take me away.. cuz I can't take this pain.. :)


So, just now he wrote on my Facebook, asked me how am I and being all friendly like there was nothing happened, but that's okay though, better than he acted fucked up. 


He said that I should meet him tomorrow 4pm and I refused, not because I hate him, but because I already promised Amalia to go shopping tomorrow. 
But in refusing for tomorrow, make it even faster, coz he said we should just meet today 4pm. @La Luna cafe, our first date place! 
Seriously.. I know exactly what you said! 
GREAT! Today I'm going to meet up with my Ex. is there any worse than this? 
How awkward could it be? Even I cut the contact line between me and my Ex. Bestfriend, why can't I cut the contact line with him? 


NP: Adele - Someone like you *never mind I'll find..someone like you* -could this life be better????- 


Well.. I should just meet him, just meet him as a friend..
I wonder.. what's he wants? Why he wants to meet me suddenly? Is it about work? About the lyric that I'm yet not done? Or is it about love? If it's about love.. I'm not ready to talk about it yet. Sorry. My heart closed already. 


Let's just face the reality and the future, be prepared and flexible in flowing the life. 

Funny random questions!

• What was your pet name when you were a kid?: Can't really remember.. HAHA!
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• If we say, we are here to help others, what are the others here for?: Have no idea..
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• Relate the most badass incident in your life. Or what was the badass thing you did as a kid?: THAT'S A LOT!! When I was little, I've burn a bed and curtain, and I've punched a window untill my fist bleeding due to I fought with my brother, and I once also bleed my foot coz I kicked a shelff's glass. 
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• Which was the naughtiest prank you played in school?: I can't remember anything >.< 
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• Who was your first crush?: BAHAHA.. if we are talking about the veeery first time, then it was back in Kindergarden. HAHA!
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• Which was the most embarrassing moment of your life?: Many though.. but yeah.. let it flow.. 
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• Does one of your socks have a hole in it?: Believe it or not, I hate wearing socks..  I never wear one (even in winter) so I don't have one :) 
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• List five things you would need to survive, if left alone on a deserted island: Internet incl. Laptop, my musics, foods, clothes, Super Junior!! 
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• If it is illegal to drink and drive, why do bars have parking lots?: Fuckin' good question! 
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• What treatment would you seek if you were addicted to therapy?:What the heck? 
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• Would you believe in a liar who admits he is one?: What are you expecting? 
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• If you are to take a picture of cheese, what do you think it would say?: MEEEEEEE!!   *HAHAHA*
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• Have you been to jail?: HOLD UP!! Hell no!! 

Random K-Pop Questions *Now we are on the fun part*

1. Who is your top K-Pop male idol?
-Sungmin

2. Who is your top K-Pop female idol?
-Yoobin

3. Who do you think is the cutest male idol?
-Sungmin! Dongho! 

4. Who do you think is the cutest female idol?
-SoHee!!

5. What is your top 5 favorite K-Pop song?
(At the moment)
-Wonder Girls - Be My Baby
-Beast - On A Rainy Day 
-Super Junior - Mr.Simple
-Super Junior - Acha
-Wonder Girls - G.N.O


6. Do you look up to any K-Pop idols?
-Hmm.. I guess so.. if it hits my style..

7. Who do you think the deepest K-Pop group is?
-deepest..  like what?! 

8. What is your favorite debute over lately?
Sorry.. I hate new comers 

9. (s)Favorite girl group.
-Wonder Girls

10. Favorite Guy Group(s).
-Super Junior 

*ANOTHER FUN QUESTION!*


1. Who is your ultimate bias? (individual, not group) 
-Lee Sungmin

2. Do you prefer your kpop idols muscular or just thin? 
-Just the way they are (I go more how their personalities are)

3. OH NO! Both Taemin and Key are drowning :O But… you can only save one. Who do you throw the lifesaver to?
-Taemin

4. New Super Junior sub-group in the making ~ Who do you think it’ll be marketed towards?
-Fan-boys *LOL*

5. Favorite MV ever?
-Seriously.. that's too many OK! 

6. Does ANYONE actually like GP Basic? 
-Nope! 

7. Guess the lyrics: “Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday”
-I have no idea! 

8. If you could be on a variety/tv show, which one would it be?
-Hello baby.. hahaha.. would be a mess for me. Anyway.. any kind of show would I rock it! :P 

9. Cutest maknae?
Seriously.. Dongho! 


10. Who’s the better umma? Leeteuk or Key?
-Leeteuk obviously! 

11. Eat chicken with Onew or play Starcraft with Kyuhyun?
-OH MY GOD!! CHICKEN WITH ONEW!! (my bias in kpop is onew and my bias in foods is chicken LOL) 

12. Would you rather eat Hankyung’s Beijing Fried Rice or Amber’s sweet potato fries?
-Hankyung Beijing Fried Rice OF COURSE!! 

13. You were just told that you are going to star in a drama and can pick the main leading guy (girl if you’re a guy). Who do you pick? 
-Lee Sungmin ^^ (with a looooooooooooot of lovely dovey scene!!) LOL!! 

Random questions?

Okay, so I got this questions from my Facebook friends. I found it very fun and just wanna give a try. 


1. DOB : 1994
2. Height : 158? 160? I seriously don't know
3. School : Industrial Business 
4. Relationship status :Single
5. What time right now : 23:13
6. What are you going to do tomorrow : Goin' to school

Firsts & Lasts .
7. First best friend : Hates to write her name >.<
8. First word : Expecting me to remember it?
9. Last friend you talked to in person : Amalia
10. Last friend you texted :Karina
11. Last friend you watched a movie with : few classmates
12. Last food you ate : Ramen
13. Last movie you watched in theaters : I AM No. 4.. i guess..
14. Last thing you bought : Clothes
15. Last person you hugged : Can't remember :(

Have you ever ,
16. Hate yourself ? : No
17. Did something you regret ? : Yeah
18. Broke a promise ? : Maybe :D
19. Hid a secret ? : OF COURSE!
20. Pretend to be happy ? : No.. not really
21. Broke someone heart ? : Could be..
22. Cried when someone died ? : DUUHH!! Obviously!

Your future :
23. Want kids? : Nope
24. Want to get married ? : Nope

Do you believe in :
25. Yourself ? :Yes!
26. Miracles ? :Yes!
27. Love at first sight ? :Maybe..
28. Heaven ?: Yes!
29. And FINALLY how do you feel about answering all these questions ?: Disgusted *LOL!! Kidding!!*

Value added tax - business economics lesson

Ok! So we had a test around Value Added Tax in Business Economics subject, and mine already checked! 


YAAAAAAAAY! I got it ALL correct!! How happier can I more be? 
It was about out put and out put VAT!  


Fckin' YES! 


Listen.. I know it's not really that AMAZING.. but counting and numbers never has been my favorite, so having ALL of it correct IS big deal for me!!

I AM PROUD OF MYSELF! 

30 minus 2 colorful pens :(

I   writing so much! 

I love it till I really could die! 

Writing is like half of me! 

I love to write with my hands, rather than writing on computer. 

If I write on a paper with my own hand, after I write it, I can remember the texts, because I got to 'tasted' each words. 

But, if I write/type on the laptop, it's like I couldn't really taste the words, so it didn't really stuck in my head. 

I always have a pen bring with me, because every where I am, I have to write. 

Because my dad knows that I  to write, he bought me this pen set. There's 30 pens but now -2  My two nieces took the neon pink and light blue pens 

ONE MORE! 

Isn't this pen cuuuuuuuuuuuuute?? 

My Favorite Mugs! ^_^

I like to drink coffee, tea, soda and soup. I have these normal mugs as my favorite mugs. 

I call this mug: Leo mug. 

My dad bought me this mug! He bought it because, there's a lion printed on it, and since my zodiac is Leo. I love this mug cuz I'm proud of my zodiac LEO!! 

I used to drink coffee with this mug :) 

This mug bought my big brother. On the mug written 'Ven Skab' (in Danis, which mean in English 'Friendship') 

Sweet right??? <3 

I used to drink cup soup with this one :) 

My dad bought this one too. He bough it because... well.. if there's a heart on the goods, he will buy it for me even though he doesn't know what the goods supposed to be use for.  YUP! That's my dad.. 

I drink tea with this, but mostly water.. since it's white and it's MY MOST FAVORITE MUG!, I don't really use it that much. 

This one, yeah.. my dad bought it as well.

This is not a mug though.. but I don't know what it calls as well.. anyway.. I use it to drink sodas. I love the colors! Solid white + baby pink! 

Got this from my twin

Ok, I got this from my twin's blog post, visit her post too : http://momokim.blogspot.com/
I decided to make one too, coz I found it's very fun.. hope she won't mind :D 

1. Open your library (iTunes, Media Player, iPod, etc.)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool...

Opening Credits:
Secret - Shy Boy (Cute opening! ^^) 


Waking Up:
Jay Park - I Can't Be Without You (yeah.. I still can't wake up with or without you LOL) 


First Day of School:
Kara - Mister (Mister, teacher? bahahaha)


Falling in Love:
Infinite - Can U Smile


Fight Song:
Heo Young Saeng ft Hyun-A - Let It Go (Can't be count on me) 


Prom:
Hyun-A - Bubble Pop (LOL!) 


Life:
2NE1 - I Don't Care (I am such I-Don't-Care-Person in life..hehe) 




Mental Breakdown:
U-Kiss - Neverland (of course mental breakdown since it's NEVERLAND!! >.<)


Driving:


2NE1 - Ugly (coz I drive too ugly?) 


Flashback:
Iori - Kimi Ga Ireba (LOL!! This is Detective Conan's ost. Flashback when I was still a kid) 


Getting Back Together:
Jay Park - Touch The Sky 


Losing Your Virginity :
G.NA - I'll Be Back Off So You Can Live Better (WTF?)


Wedding:
Far East Movement - Like A G6 (HAHAHA! I GOT THE SWAGGER!) 


Birth of Child:
2pm - Heartbeat (Heartbeat of the child,, kekeke) 


Final Battle:
2pm - I'll Be Back (Does not know what FINAL means?) 




Death Scene:
Super Junior - Acha


End Credits:
Infinite - Nothing's Over (HAHA..it has to be over NOW!) 

credit: kkhihi

Back to single!

So.. Yeah.. back to single everybody!!! 
A gorgeous Single..LOL!!


Yeah.. everything changed.. a little did I know it will someday.. :) 
It was kinda a thing that I'm afraid of.. but someday it should ended right? 
Well.. we fought.. but we ended it very nicely.. thanks to him.
I don't know either I could find another like him.. the very understanding boyfriend ever.. but I found out.. who is the real baddest was me.. 
I wished him happiness and he wished me happiness too.. I wish he'll finds what he looking for :) 


Should I be honest? Like I mentioned in my earlier post, I'm actually not ready to let him go, and not really wished to ended this quick.. but I guess.. this is a best way to set him free.. 
I wasn't a good girlfriend and I knew from the very start I don't deserved him.. 
BUT! with confident I can say that I've been loyal.. not even once two-timing crossed in my head.. 


Anyway.. we ended it nicely without hurting each other.. I guess.. but does not mean I didn't regretted it or I wasn't sad about it, of course.. I was sad and even shed a tears.. not front him.. never.. 


What I wish.. we could be friend.. even though.. that thing isn't existed in my 'dictionary'.
For me, if a relationship ended.. there's is no way to contact each other again.. but in this case.. I'll throw away this ego of mine.. 
in other reason.. I hope we can come back together again.. even if maybe it's not possible.. I wish it that way anyway.. 


I loved you and still do.. I loved you and thank you.. :) 

Break up and make up

This is might be the first time I will wrote this kind of post. Might be awkward after those opposite posts I used to posted. 
A lovely dovey date on weekend, it'll be opposite in this weekend. 

He had always been the understanding guy.. he understands enough how I feel and how I want. 
It's been 3 years together with him. So many memories.. mostly happy moments. 
To talk how he is, he is a very different guy. In his young age.. he acts more mature than a old guy can be. He is a typical guy that THANKFULLY egoist enough to just always follow his heart. 
I'm not a perfect girl, compare to those girls he met and his friends.. I got no face (I'm not as pretty as those girls he hang out with), got not the body, the act, the charm, the cute.. just simply un-perfect girl..
But he is just being the way he is. He choose to be with me, just because the way I am, and by that.. he already made me as the luckiest girl ever. 

Enough about it.. 3 years had happened a lot. I remember when the time.. we separated.. and then he came back.. then there was time where we fought and ended up.. we took a break.. 1 month? 2 month? I don't remember.. don't even want to remember it. 

Tonight.. again.. because I'm so too not perfect.. NO! simply coz I'm too egoist? too stupid? that I just even don't realized I've been hurting you.. hurting you between our laugh.. between our moment.. between our hugs..

Tonight.. how I wish we just couldn't met tonight.. as much as how wish it's not raining right now.. 
I'm so so sorry.. I guess calling you a bad boy is just too wrong.. when you are treating me more than a good boy could ever do.. 

Tonight.. you feel relief right? After you finally could tell me.. I hope you finally could feel relief.. 
What I just can't simply accept is.. that when you said it to me.. I expected a harsh way of yours.. but no.. you said it perfectly.. carefully.. I didn't even could feel any pain.. 
But right now.. sitting like this in this room that seems to be squeezing me more than ever, hurts me. 
I feel the pain.. not because the thing you confessed to me.. but the fact that I could see.. I am the wrong person.. how could I hold my ego even front of you. 

Right now I can see.. I can understand you.. after these moments.. I finally can understand you.. 
no wonder.. my friends asked me.. "What kind of girlfriend are you?" .. no wonder either.. you girl-friends mostly hate me.. I treated you nothing compared how you treated me.. 

I don't have any words to say.. other than... I'm so deeply sorry.. sorry.. just a simply sorry..
What makes me crying right now.. just that how nice you really are.. how you really know me.. 
when I stupidly yelled at you: "SO, YOU WANT TO BREAK UP WITH ME?" "YOU JUST WANT FUCKING BREAK UP WITH ME RIGHT?" - If I did that to other guy.. I'll be beaten up, but since it was you.. you knew I got a bad temper.. so all you did .. saying sorry when you actually the that hurt-ed.. 

HOW I FUCKING NEED MY BEST-FRIEND IN THIS KIND SITUATION!!! 
MY HEART.. I COULD FEEL THE PAIN IN EVERY PART INSIDE MY BODY!!


Just by this painful night.. I really want to tell you that I'm not ready to let you go.. but if tomorrow you'll say that it's over.. you know I'm flexible in facing reality.. but I don't know how flexible I could be in this case..  


"Let's love each other till we completely blinded to see around us" -By..you- 

CUTE!!

It's nothing.. it's just.. I just .. found this cuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuute .. i don't know what you call it.. but here it is.. 


 you know what I'm talking about???

1st December

Today at school.. (which is right NOW!) I randomly wearing this perfect red sweater, and my friends suddenly said to me: "Are you in Christmas mood?" 
BHAHAHAHAHHA... I mean!! Come on! It's just a coincidence! 


Now in this class.. all are so busy with decorating the class into a Christmas accessories.. with the Christmas songs are playing.. 
I'm not into the mood, coz I don't celebrate Christmas.. even though.. I could feel the fun and harmonies in class.. after a lot of dramas and arguments around.. having a team work is always needed once in a while! 


Since it's a 1st December.. tonight.. I'll go on date with my love! 
It's just what we've done since we are together almost 3 years .. 
We used to go on a BIG date 1st January, 1st April, August (at our both bday and anniversary), 1st September and today.. 1st December! 


I don't know why we are doing that.. but it's actually his idea. The most romantic dates that he will ALWAYS created are in August.. since it's our special month (we both born in August)  and also our anniversary month!  


NP: IU - GOOD DAY! 

Since it's 1st December and it's like a month that will apart us with this year.. I'm so confuse right now.. Should I give him any present? arrrghh... I'm so nervous.. >.< 

Where is it we are going today? What are we going to do? I have no idea!! I always let him be the leader!!! And he never yet disappointed me.. but why do my heart  keeps beating so fast.. 

AAAAAH!! I don't care!! I'M SURE HE'LL MAKES ME COMFORTABLE!! 

Anyway.. HAVE A NICE DAY!! ENJOY 1ST DECEMBER! :)